So right now, I have had a near breakdown and could do with letting out my rant.
To put it straight, I am just so sick of life. I am sick of the cruel, selfish people who shun me away, simply because of my disability. I've come to the conclusion if you have Asperger's you may as well be a ghost. I have tried all my life to fit in, to be part of a group, but at school, I was always the one hiding in the toilets at lunch and break on my own, the last to be picked in groups. At college I was always the one sat on a table on my own every lunch and break at the canteen, because no one wanted me around and now? I am completely isolated. I don't even have a life- no college, no job, all I have is the internet and my online friends keeping me sane...
So tonight I tried out a club for special needs people and as usual I was the one sat on a table with no one to talk to, left out and looking on whilst everyone else had a good time
Been crying the whole night, and just don't know where else to turn.
Anyone know of any sites I could join to meet new people in your local area? I would give anything, just anything in the world to have a couple of loyal, close friends in real life, and to feel accepted. But, there is next to nowhere to turn, as no such place exists to meet new people, hell not even joining a club was any good. Right now I just feel like giving up, because my life is never going to get any better, I've been waiting god knows how many years to be accepted, and that day is yet to come.